fun fact about me: I was supposed to have an older brother but he died before he (or I) was born.
sometimes he gets so close I can feel his breath on my skin. I feel like a heat-seeking missile.
When I walk I can sense an emptiness beside me, like someone was supposed to be there but isn't.
I don't think I was meant to be alone, but somewhere along the way something got messed up. Maybe
that's why everything has been going wrong these past few years. Maybe I've been the one causing it.