I really hope I'm good at fading into the back-
ground. I cut everyone off. The people who were
cruel, the people who weren't... the people I
loved, too. There were people I loved so much
that are just... gone now.

I hope they don't go looking for me. I hope they
forget about me. I hope they don't think that I
left suddenly. I hope they just think that as
they lost contact with me, I slowly ceased to
exist, and now it's been too long, and I am gone.

I miss feeling loved. I hope they never loved me.
I hope they didn't care about me at all.